So I just got back from my showchoir retreat
It was awesome. Camping with them really brought us all closer together, and it was just a wonderful bonding experience.
Yet, insecurities still came out. We had to play a game where the only way to get over was by lifting someone, and rather than having a boy strain to lift me, I carried another girl over. I felt huge. Then, I was sort of looking at this guy, his sense of humor was crazy attractive to me. And I thought he was looking at me the whole trip but, actually, he was looking at my super skinny, beautiful friend. I don’t know why I thought it was me.
I’m hoping that when school starts, all the dancing we’re going to do, plus having something to do during the day rather than eat will help me be the one that someone will look at like that. Ugh.
It’s national book week! Grab the book nearest you and turn to the 56th page and copy the fifth sentence, no matter what it is. Don’t reference the book.
“Above twenty of those clad in this costume were full-grown girls, or rather young women; it suited them ill, and gave an air of oddity even to the prettiest.”
Though totally unrelated to weightloss
You know those moments when you text someone something… but as soon as it sends you wish you could take it back? Yeah… I am wallowing in that regret right now.
My lower back hurts super bad
I think it could be from strength exercises or.. I don’t know. But it does. Any remedies?
Me one day…? Yes.
(via skinnyiswhatpeoplesee)



